#I WANT TO kmS

[iluvapplesxh]

imagine the knife, slicing through your chest. reaching your heart and you cry and cough and cough until your breathing stops, blood stopping the air from reaching your lungs and the light finally disappears from your eyes and your body falls, the knife stabbed inside you as for the last few seconds, finally, finally relief floods your whole body and it hurts so good. you've been waiting your whole life, which honestly wasn't long but painful. so so painful and with one final punch of pain it was over. maybe the ones who love you aren't happy, they grieve and cry and you can't bear the thought of seeing their pain, that you caused by doing this. luckily, you won't be alive to see.

[sauronism]

the thing about sauron is that–he contradicts himself. no matter the promises that come out of his mouth, he will do the exact opposite of what he said. it's undeniable that he loves middle-earth, but the tragedy behind those devotion is that his love corrupts all that he touches. his affection is possessive, and suffocating. he holds the realm so dearly with iron fist. his hatred for the valar blind his own arrogance, that he's incapable of seeing how much he hurts those that he admired. in his own self serving justice, he destroys middle-earth with the lone-war he initiated.

[xo-myloves]

I genuinely just want to be able to have love and be happy..

[thedayidie]

I wish people looked at me and though “wow she’s pretty”

[gh0stgirlv]

I’ve got two tests tomorrow and my anxiety it’s so bad I feel like throwing up and fainting… I cutted my thigh to dissociate a bit but it didn’t work.

I feel weird.

[invertedrat]

me as soon as im at school:

[zebrx]

“wiem o tobie wszystko!”

czekaj, wiesz ze mam zaburzenia odżywiania?

“wiem o tobie wszystko!”

czekaj, wiesz ze sie okaleczǎm?

“wiem o tobie wszystko!”

czekaj, wiesz ze mam mysli samobøjcze?

“wiem o tobie wszystko!”

czekaj, wiesz ze sie nie akceptuje?

“wiem o tobie wszystko!”

czekaj, wiesz ze chce sie zabiç?

“wiem o tobie wszystko!”

czekaj, wiesz ze nie mam juz na nic sily?

“wiem o tobie wszystko!”

czekaj, wiesz jak bardzo jestem rozjebana?

nie wiesz nic, bo ja dla ciebie nie istnieje, nie ma mnie, nie widzisz tego co sie dzieje, a ty i tak nie chcesz zebym istaniala, wiec przyznaj to.

[brokenxheart]

If they only knew....

[modharvest]

This epilogue has already fucked me up so much and were only two chapters in

[paramores]

Ms Featherington, why is it you sit at your drawing-room window so often? All week, I've watched you search for someone. I thought you might have had a falling out with Mr Bridgerton. But now I suspect you may have been searching for him for a very different reason. For the same reason you prefer your drawing-room window and the view it affords towards the house across the square.

Bridgerton (2020—)

[shuaaflower]

What it's like not to feel like shit every day? I really want to know

[blackhuajia]

" He has become a very brave man.. just like you.."

"But I think he looks a lot just like you... Yanli.."

I wanna bang my head so much you don't understand...

[ch6sos]

♥︎ imagine like.... nanami being stuck in his home office at midnight, overworking himself—but then his lil son baby yuuji comes & "disturbs" him </3

fluff warning if you want to cry i'd recommend you read this

kento let out a deep sigh, feeling the exhaustion of sitting in his office chair for what seemed like hours. he had barely moved, except for the occasional stand to stretch his legs and arms.

he sat there, closing his eyes for a moment, until the sound of the door opening jolted him back to reality. as he quickly opened his eyes, he was met with the sight of his eight-year-old yuuji, clad in dinosaur pajamas, rubbing his sleepy eyes.

"why are you still awake, hm?" kento frowned, instantly feeling yuuji climb onto his lap, wrapping his arms around him like a koala clinging to a tree.

"papa, why aren't you sleeping?" yuuji deflects the question, concern evident in his voice. kento let out a soft hum and removed his reading glasses, his expression thoughtful as he considered his response.

"sorry, bubba, i can't. i still have some paperwork to finish," kento says as he ruffles the top of yuuji’s pink hair. he then leans in to give him a soft kiss on the top of his head.

yuuji muttered, “work is shit,'" which caused kento to widen his eyes in surprise. he turned to yuuji with a slightly panicked expression.

"yuuji, don't say that! where did you even hear that from?" kento gently scolded, a slightly disappointed look on his face as he furrowed his brow.

yuuji noticed the look of disappointment on kento’s face, his eyes quickly transforming into a pleading, puppy-dog expression as he started to frown. “i heard it from you, papa, when you were talking on the phone…"

kento couldn't help but mentally facepalm himself, feeling a mix of frustration and affection. he let out a small sigh before gently rubbing yuuji’s cheek, allowing him to fidget around with his keyboard as he tried to contain his own amusement.

"don't say that ever again, okay? it's a very, very bad word. you can't say bad words until you're... old enough to." kento runs his fingers through yuuji's hair.

"fineee..." yuuji whined, but he continued to fidget with the keyboard, typing in random letters. he then laughed as he heard the noise of the keys clacking.

"enjoying yourself, bubba?" kento asks, chuckling as he watches yuuji have fun with typing gibberish on his computer. he was glad he had a whole separate tab open.

"i'm just like you!" yuuji flashed a mischievous grin as he snatched kento’s blue light glasses and mug, raising the mug to his lips in jest before setting it down. then, he settled in front of the keyboard, his fingers moving nimbly across the keys, mirroring the focused and determined look of his father when he's at work.

"ha ha, very funny." kento chuckled as he peppered yuuji’s face with soft, gentle kisses. yuuji pretended to be grossed out, but couldn't help but let out soft giggles as the small kisses tickled him.

a little while later, yuuji began to gradually relax. he remained seated on his father's lap and slowly started to drift off to sleep, feeling the comforting embrace of his father's arms.

as kento continued to work on some remaining paperwork, one of his hands rested on the keyboard, while the other hand gently moved up and down yuuji’s back, soothing him into a peaceful slumber.

kento himself began to get affected by sleep, as it was reaching to his eyes. he found himself yawning, his eyes struggling to keep open, and his typing began to slow down.

he then surrenders to the embrace of sleep, with yuuji nestled in his arms. his reading glasses are slightly askew, his hand still resting on the keyboard, and his mouth slightly open. his office chair is pushed back a little, and despite the slight discomfort of the chair, just watching his son peacefully drift off in his lap never fails to lull him to sleep.

This is how Jujutsu Kaisen ends by the way I am Gege

[koxiia]

i have an itch that only an AK-102 against my temple could scratch 😭

[violetplath]

[okkayy-y]

Nie wiem co bardziej chcę,

Schudnąć czy się już nigdy nie obudzić